By Jocelle Koh

曲 music: Dena Chang 張粹方
詞 lyrics: Li Yan Xiu 李岩修

你愛我嗎 還是還愛著她 
nǐ ài wǒ ma   hái shì hái ài zhe tā   
 
我們就這樣子吧 
wǒ mén jiù zhè yàng zǐ ba   
連面對著面 也不再說話 
lián miàn duì zhe miàn   yě bú zài shuō huà   
感情 降溫到冰點了嗎
gǎn qíng   jiàng wēn dào bīng diǎn le ma 
像落地的糖花 沾滿了 
xiàng luò dì de táng huā   zhān mǎn le   
那哽咽的沙 
nà gěng yān de shā   
為什麼 每當你說起了她 
wèi shén me   měi dāng nǐ shuō qǐ le tā   
就要裝作其實我也很喜歡她 
jiù yào zhuāng zuò qí shí wǒ yě hěn xǐ huān tā  
 
其實你還愛她 承認吧 她和我的不一樣 
qí shí nǐ hái ài tā   chéng rèn ba   tā hé wǒ de bù yí yàng
你是我的終點站 我只是她短暫的接班 
nǐ shì wǒ de zhōng diǎn zhàn   wǒ zhǐ shì tā duǎn zàn de jiē bān   
填補你們分手的傷 
tián bǔ nǐ mén fēn shǒu de shāng   
我臉上的淚光 等不到你替我擦乾 
wǒ liǎn shàng de lèi guāng   děng bú dào nǐ tì wǒ cā gān   
我不該太樂觀 我是你預定的對象 
wǒ bù gāi tài lè guān   wǒ shì nǐ yù dìng de duì xiàng   
這問題 早應該 有答案 
zhè wèn tí   zǎo yīng gāi   yǒu dá àn   
 
我們就這樣子吧 
wǒ mén jiù zhè yàng zǐ ba   
連面對著面 也不再說話 
lián miàn duì zhe miàn   yě bú zài shuō huà   
感情 降溫到冰點了嗎
gǎn qíng   jiàng wēn dào bīng diǎn le ma 
像落地的糖花 沾滿了 
xiàng luò dì de táng huā   zhān mǎn le   
那哽咽的沙 
nà gěng yān de shā   
為什麼 每當你說起了她 
wèi shén me   měi dāng nǐ shuō qǐ le tā   
就要裝作其實我也很喜歡她 
jiù yào zhuāng zuò qí shí wǒ yě hěn xǐ huān tā  
 
其實你還愛她 承認吧 她和我的不一樣 
qí shí nǐ hái ài tā   chéng rèn ba   tā hé wǒ de bù yí yàng
你是我的終點站 我只是她短暫的接班 
nǐ shì wǒ de zhōng diǎn zhàn   wǒ zhǐ shì tā duǎn zàn de jiē bān   
填補你們分手的傷 
tián bǔ nǐ mén fēn shǒu de shāng   
我臉上的淚光 等不到你替我擦乾 
wǒ liǎn shàng de lèi guāng   děng bú dào nǐ tì wǒ cā gān   
我不是很堅強 是不想讓你為難 
wǒ bú shì hěn jiān qiáng   shì bù xiǎng ràng nǐ wéi nán 
 
愛不自私說真的好難
ài bù zì sī shuō zhēn de hǎo nán    
也不想 讓自己再勉強 
yě bù xiǎng   ràng zì jǐ zài miǎn qiǎng   
若愛情變了樣 一片虛無荒涼 
ruò ài qíng biàn le yàng   yí piàn xū wú huāng liáng   
想問 你愛過 我~嗎 不要 再欺騙我 
xiǎng wèn   nǐ ài guò   wǒ ~ ma   bú yào   zài qī piàn wǒ   
就算 不會是我要的答案 
jiù suàn   bú huì shì wǒ yào de dá àn   
 
其實你還愛她 承認吧
qí shí nǐ hái ài tā   chéng rèn ba 
無論有多沮喪 我會面對和習慣 
wú lùn yǒu duō jǔ sàng   wǒ huì miàn duì hé xí guàn  
愛情 本就 會是這麼樣 
ài qíng   běn jiù   huì shì zhè me yàng   
你還愛她 那就去吧 
nǐ hái ài tā   nà jiù qù bā   
我會在遠方 祝福著你和她 
wǒ huì zài yuǎn fāng   zhù fú zhe nǐ hé tā   
我的淚光 我自己 想辦法
wǒ de lèi guāng   wǒ zì jǐ   xiǎng bàn fǎ

Do you actually love me, or is it still her?

I guess this is it

You’re standing in front of me, but words don’t come out
Have we reached our freezing point 

Like fallen flower covered in sand

every time you spoke of her

why did I pretend to like her

You still love her, right? We’re not the same to you 

I gave you all of me, but I’m just another rest stop to you 

Here to fix your wounds

I know now you will never come back and dry my tears

I should’ve known

I should’ve known from the beginning 

I guess this is it

You’re standing in front of me, but words don’t come out
Have we reached our freezing point 

Like fallen flower covered in sand

every time you spoke of her

why did I pretend to like her

You still love her, admit it, I’m just not like her

You’re my last destination, but I’m just another rest stop to you 

Here to fix your wounds

I know now you will never come back and dry my tears

I’m not actually strong, I just don’t want you to hurt too

It’s hard to be unselfish in love

I’m tired of letting myself down again

but my heart would be a desert without your love 

Have you ever loved me? Can you just be honest?

But I already know the answer 

You still love her, right? 

It’s okay I understand 

Isn’t this what love is all about

If you still love her, then go

I’ll just be here, hoping you’ll be happy 

​I’ll dry my own tears, and learn to move on